I won’t lie. I have a bit of a problem with keeping a webcam schedule or presence because I lack the ability to stay consistent. This isnt just a problem in my webcam-work-life but in the way I live my day-to-day. I thought I would share my routine with those who may find me “flaky” and hopefully extinguish opinions or judgements about me and just maybe show that I am TRYING.
Why the need for a routine?
Those of us with ADHD can’t possible succeed in life or keep from HOT MESS status permanently without a constant cycle of routines being applied to life. FOREVER. If that sounds extreme than you don’t know ADHD and I suggest you learn about “energetic, fidgety, easily distracted and unwilling and/or unable to function like the rest of the population” individuals you most likely encounter every day.
About a couple hours after I originally plan to go LIVE, I find myself ready to cam, sort of:
If I manage to stay on past the 20 minute mark comfortably I webcam wonderfully. I do enjoy webcam modeling immensely. If not I would have gotten the hint 4 years ago when I started camming that it’s just not in the cards for me, I’m not dumb. I’m driven.
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