Last night I webcammed (go Courtney!) not well (oh, wait).
I had fun like I usually do over on Myfreecams but because I did what I always do on cam, hang out. Don’t get me wrong, I hanging out works for some models. But more like the Top 20 level ladies. (FYI, thats the top grossing webcam models on the entire site. It’s next to impossible to achieve but SOOOOO worth it to be there, TRUST ME!) So back to my cam session early Sunday morning, really, I got online at 3am and set up mini countdowns to help get my room tippers. First countdown was for a cocoa butter show and that was decent, very decent. Then I had a silly idea for a popsicle show….so I could eat a popsicle. Pretty disappointing. FOr the viewers it was literally watching me have a snack and for myself a LIME flavored popsicle, bleeh. Then a third countdown was added and it was for a naked headstand. EXACTLY what that sounds like.
Now part of the reason I had a couple lackluster “shows” was the viewers I had in my room. I got so lucky! I got brand new tippers and one that I have known for couple years. I felt at the time that keeping the countdowns going and keeping myself online broadcasting was best. Now its not like they weren’t disaster, webcam model career ending “shows” but certainly not your TOP 20 material.
Problem: distraction, sass, and consistency.
Solution: plan out cam sessions before I hop on, dim the comedy routine down, and BE FUCKING CONSISTENT. That last one is the hardest for me….
Any advice on how to jump start some self discipline?